December 2012 and January 2013 at Place, Portland, Oregon.
I always assumed that I would have children one day. It wasn’t something that I felt strongly about one way or the other: I just thought it was something I would do.
Then, a few years ago, I was diagnosed with endometriosis, a disease which causes infertility in many women. Suddenly, the future I hadn’t cared much about seemed important. The maybe-never of it put me in a should-I-even-try frame of mind.
After being told again and again that the urge to reproduce is primordial, I turned to nature to look for the origins of our baby-making assumptions. To begin with, all I found was the animal version of “first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage.” But I wasn’t convinced.
Slowly but surely, I unraveled the mystery of this seemingly universal formula. I began to understand that the scientists who described animal behavior could be as stuck in a nursery rhyme version of normalcy as I was. And I began to find scientists who weren’t.
As I researched, I broadened my question. I could see that this wasn’t just about baby-making. It was about all the things that we think women and men have to be in order to be natural.
For all my investigating and exploring, I still couldn’t control whether or not I can have children, but I could decide to have a children’s book instead. So I did. Crime Against Nature is this book and it’s also a series that I sometimes exhibit as a version of the text that viewers can wander through as they read. Whatever the format, book or show, Crime Against Nature is meant for the kid in all of us: the person who hasn’t yet felt the pressure to conform, the one who still sees the infinite possibilities of being.
The book includes all the images and text featured above plus a foreword by the evolutionary biologist Joan Roughgarden.The print version is available for $32. This price includes shipping within the United States, but, if you would like the book to be sent elsewhere, please email me for details.
You can read the digital version of the book for free here on this site. And there’s also a downloadable PDF of the book available for $6.
This is a re-release of Crime Against Nature as a coloring book! It contains all fifty-six original images, remade in black and white and ready for you to color in as you please. For more about the original book, go here.
The coloring book is available for $11. This price does not include shipping or tax, both of which will be calculated by Lulu, the print service which will manufacture the book and mail it to you.
This poster is another presentation of Crime Against Nature. It combines an image of the work with the text from the book to create a punchy little meme that sums up the point of the project: that we don’t know as much about what is actually natural as we think we do!